I really can’t picture anyone having a crush on me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking. I mean like; why would they even do that? I’m just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.
I want to see how many people are proud of it.
We’re like unicorns
Me: I feel so sick
Me: I should sleep.
(after 30 to 45 mins in bed)
Me: I can’t sleep, I should read a book.
(goes to shelf to get book)
Me: wow, everythings a mess, I should sort out my books by the title and then clean my study area.
(after 30 mins)
Me: Im so sick and tired.
(goes to bed ….. after 30 mins again)
Me: Im hungry, I should cook something.
(ges to the kitchen and notices the huge pile of dishes)
Me: I should do the dishes first
(after 30 mins of doing the dishes)
Me: Im very tired and sick and not hungry anymore
(goes to bed …. after 10 mins)
Me: fu** I should just do the laundry and clean my room
(after 60 mins)
Me: I think I’m going to die
(goes to bed ….. wakes up after 10 hours of sleep)
Me: Im not sick anymore. ^.^
Talk to me
It hurts really bad these days, even the painkillers don’t work.
I need a hole to crawl in and just break down.